hello. i just checked my grades for this term.
and man i suck!! well, all my grades were either 2.0 or 2.5
the only subjects wherein i got a 4.0 are japala3 and humalit.
my favorite subjects XD well, i think i must study more next term.
now that there will be 4 major subjects. x_x
orz i should not fail!
anyway i woke up late today. 9:00 am.
i had this very weird nostalgic dream.
and yes, this entry is about a dream again.
so in my dream i saw my high school friends/best friends.
special mention: rosalyn and kayoe
it was nostalgic since in my dream, we were planning for our fieldtrip the next day.
there was also this part wherein i saw myself seated in a class of more than 20 students. (more than 30 probably!!)
LOL wearing our school uniform, so it’s definitely my school (kindergarten-highschool)
it felt sooo nostalgic! i wanted to experience those years once again.
anyway kayoe, len and i were talking about the stuff that we’ll bring
like food, shampoo [?!] LOL i don’t know what the shampoo is for XD
and then there was this most weird part.
a part where i saw myself talking with one of my closest best friends.
i can’t remember the face nor the voice that much but it’s either aljine or cammille.
we were seated by the stairs and guess what? i saw a certain teacher in that part too, a few meters away from us.
someone that i know shouldn’t BE there. and yet he was. LOLOLOL
and the moment i went down the stairs the two of them went down as well. it was really weird!!!
when i was about to leave the school he said something in a joking manner, something like: “papakain ka ba sa inyo kasi naka **** ka sa ****?!” and then he laughed.
i laughed as well and answered i don’t know.
it seemed like we were friends. oh how i wish that’s true!!
hahaha anyway so that’s basically what my dream was.
i miss those days when i have to do a mini shopping for snacks and other stuff, preparing for the next day’s trip with classmates and teachers.
having to wake up at around 4:00 in the morning, eating breakfast and going to school to wait for the bus.
the bus that was supposed to leave at 6:00 am but leaves the school one hour after. LOL
the funny guides inside the bus who keeps their balance while the bus is moving, talking and trying to keep the students AWAKE.
LOL those moments are sure making me feel sad and happy at the same time.
when i feel so nostalgic about something there were times when i feel like i wanna cry. maybe because the pain/happiness/emotions involved in that certain memory comes back to me as well.
it feels like, i opened a door into some other dimension way back in my past and became a part of it once again.
but that dimension is very very far from reality.
i don’t know which one hurts more. the reality or that so-called dimension.
for me, i live in different worlds.
maybe that’s one of the many reasons i have this multiple personality thing. LOL not just double! XD
yes, i am weird. but not the weird way as some normal people would think.
if you’ll ask me why do i choose to live in different worlds, i may not be able to answer that as of now.
BY THE WAY!! i attended my favorite niece’s 7th birthday yesterday.
it was a very simple one with a lot of kids from their neighborhood.
well, their place is not the typical subdivision-ish place.
nor a squatter-ish one. it’s just that, it doesn’t look too good for people who have middle-class to high-class living.
well for me, it’s fine since the people there are somehow just like anybody else.
why judge them right? i don’t even know them personally.
i just enjoyed what i saw yesterday.
had a few laughs here and there.
although i felt annoyed at some times too.
i don’t wanna judge people who lives there, but it’s just that they showed an attitude i didn’t quite like.
an attitude which makes me hate how Filipinos live their lives.
WELL i am a Filipino. i honestly like my race and dislike it at the same time, but let’s admit it, no race is perfect! and no, i am not saying that i want to be reborn with a different one, i think i’m fine with the way i am right now.
all races have negative attitudes/sides to their way of living or even personalities.
maybe that’s one of the factors that makes various races/nationalities fair and different from each other at the same time as well.
okay, so back to what i was saying… some people there seemed to show an interest on one certain thing.
it’s annoying.
food.
i mean, people kept on peaking and stuff like that
some friends even took a lot of food for them to take home
my tita’s family was quite shocked to find out that well, their food disappeared instantly.
it’s like they just went there and left.
LOL i know this is mean, this is wrong but i just feel annoyed about what happened.
they knew there’s going to be a simple celebration in there and then there they are! after that, it seemed like they never been there!
okay i am quite sure i am having grammatical errors now.
anyway let’s forget about that first, so there i kind’a felt like i wanna smash their houses with a huge hammer or something and scream
“greet my niece happy birthday at least will you?!”
pffft… kids there were nice but i think they lack discipline and guidance from their parents.
it’s crap.
although those kids seemed nice, i still think they needed a better guidance! REALLY
but honestly, their laughs and happy faces made me glad.
i just don’t like the fact that they value money more than food.
LOL some people are like that, rather give me money than food.
people who beg, they beg for money right? only quite a few ask for food.
as for what i have mentioned earlier, people around their neighborhood knew my tita won’t be giving money and since it’s a b-day celebration all they can get there is naturally, food. so it’s a different case.
you know we have this game here in the Philippines where in we hang a palayok, (oops i forgot what it is called in english!!!!) then inside will be lots of candies and coins.
participants will then be blindfolded and they will have to turn 3 or more times and try to hit the palayok.
so when the palayok finally broke, coins and candies were scattered on the floor. and then, there i saw that the kids aimed for the money more than those sweet stuff.
it’s disappointing.
yet i must accept the fact that that’s the way they are and i can’t do anything about it.
i live away from them, i don’t even know them.
okay let’s talk about other things!!
i am currently in love with this anime series: Kuroshitsuji
or in English: Black Butler
the black butler’s name is Sebastian and his master’s name is Ciel.
LOOOL ENGLISH NAMES!!! i only know one Japanese name in there so far: Tanaka-san. the mini-grandpa XD
okay… so this anime has a gothic theme! i love the clothes!!!
asagsfgfa!! the clothes are definitely gorgeous. and Sebastian! i wanna have a butler like him. he’s so cool and hot and nice and talented and fast and gorgeous and *breathes*
XD but i have another favorite character.
it’s the weird-but-funny-red-headed-gayish-voiced-by-Fukuyama-Jun-guy-with-lovely-greenish-eyes-and-razor-like-teeth-red-framed-eyeglasses-wearing-insane-gay—- i mean guy: Grell Sutcliff
[LOL i am not good with this stuff. must improve]
gosh i love him.
he’s insane yet he’s so cute.
LOL he’s gay and i like him XD i love the voice. Fukuyama-san is the voice actor for Lelouch (Code Geass), xxxHolic’s protagonist: Watanuki, Special A’s Takishima Kei and Yayaoi from Loveless.
weeee~ he’s really good. no wonder Kim-sama loves him so much
he’s cute too!!
and i wanna quote a line from him, GRELL-SAN TO SEBASTIAN:
“I WANNA HAVE YOUR BABIES”
XD hahahaha! i even recorded that part.
and Sebastian’s reply????
“PLEASE STOP. IT’S DISGUSTING” (やめてください。きもちわるい。)
hmm im on my 7th episodes. 24 all in all.
so today… i’ll be doing a marathon on this series.
I ORIGINALLY PLANNED to do a marathon for the NARUTO series but my brother discouraged me saying that i won’t be able to finish it by next week. LOL
and so i changed plans. i’ll just finish this one and finish the others that i left a few months ago.
coughHigurashinonakukoroniKaicough!cough!coughSuzumiyaHaruhinoYuuutsucough!cough!UtaKatacoughcought!!
and many more…
so there you go!! a long mixed up entry from meh~
see you soon!!
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